i’m hoping yesterday was that time, since it left me feeling completely mentally exhausted.. but the good part is that i’m starting to get a good grasp of the situation (i hope) and already the finishing line is drawing near so what’s left is really just preparing for peace.. you know like how the Allies knew by mid 1944 that they were going to win the war anyways and they were already discussing on the post-war order of Europe and Germany even though the battles were still being fought till 1945 but just for the sake of shoving it to Hitler’s face to make him surrender totally ok i’m starting to ramble into irrelevance but the historical analogy is mostly for the “preparing for peace” part …. ANW, i’ve always hated to be the middle person in everything but for the sake of fun laughter peace and joy i’ll have to do it just one last time on Monday, hoping that things will get better after that, and misunderstandings are cleared up. I’ve already got mine cleared up yesterday, so that’s half the battle won right?

it’s gonna be alright after this.. it always is..