i’m tired of going to lengths for people who don’t appreciate it.. i’m tired of being the one who has to liaise when other people are making it so difficult for it to be fun.. i’m tired of trying to keep in touch when its obvious the person i’m keeping in touch with doesn’t deserve it and doesn’t seem to make equal efforts.. and i’m tired of mediating..  i’m tired.. i’ve stopped caring a long time ago, but just for old times’ sake i tried.. it didn’t work, and so i’m being reminded again that i need not have bothered.. you wanna talk about making sacrifices, I’M the one who’s making sacrifices here.. i should not have bothered..

today has been a challenging day to fast on..